In a time of Crisis

Oh man, I broke up with C. about an hour ago. I think it was harder knowing that I was going to do it, than actually doing it. And to be honest, I wouldn’t have done it, but I made some sort of lame brained promise that I would not break up with him by going on permanent vacation so I had to do it via IM because I would never break up with anyone to their face. Face-time breakups are so you can let them talk you into getting back together or something. Usually, this is done by great breakup sex. Man, I am going to miss that sex. Whatever. In the next 24-hours I am going to have to have sex with someone fast so I am forced to move on like only I truly can. The ending was sort of sad though, you know, which means it was really sad for regular people with emotions and stuff.

I guess I should explain to you what set me off, since I have been dating him I knew he was going to Austin City Limits. I also knew he was friends with his ex. What I did not know is that he was friends with his ex and going to Austin City Limits with her. In two weeks. And he finally told me last night while I was incredibly wasted and in that moment I knew that I would breakup with him. As much as I liked him, as much as I could like anyone, I will never like them more than I like myself.